Closed

To those who never felt the same after the first.

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Whenever I hear your name

I hear my very own voice,

My breath upon your cheeks

With threats of making a choice.

I closed my eyes and dreamt I'm free

Of this world and others we made

When we saw everything but red

When love hasn't yet bled,

With treacherous illusions

That nothing will come to an end,

Since there was never a start.

Why do I have to defend

Myself when I did nothing wrong

But let myself love you?

With all the heart and soul

Of a man looking for a new

Life outside the great walls

That made me feel small and cursed.

And now I'm back to where

You met me first.

The only difference is 

I'm feeling a lot worse than before

And all that has happened

Stopped me from asking for more.

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*Picture from the1thing